hi guys. soo  sorry i havent updated in a while. i was just really busy. alot of things happened. so ill start from the beginning...

week one:

i had to go to this thing at blaire called blast. it was really gay it was supposed to like help you get used to the new school and stuff. and i had to go for a week but what happened was there were all these really weird people there. like when i first walked in everyone was all quiet and reading or whatever. not because they had to because they wanted to....yeah...anyways, after that the teachers split us up into groups so we could talk or whatever. and again there were alot of really weird people in my group. so the teacher was going over the floor plan for blaire and the kid next to me was taking notes. that really freaked me out. what a nerd. i was soooo freaked out by that. then the next day i met this girl named julia lol. and shes asain and tall and smart unlike the other julia. and she was the first person i made friends with. since we have to be there for like 4 hours we get to have "snack time". i was like wtf?! why the hell are they treating us like babies. yeah so anyways, after reading time we went to snack time and i met this other girl named annie. and she really cool so i made friends with her too. then the rest of my time there was basically the same as all the other days. now that i went to blaire and met all the people i really dont want to go. most of the kids there and nerds. it sucks.

week 2:

after the whole blaire thing i went to the beach with my sister and her boyfriend. i guess it was fun but it was also a little weird. cause my sister and her boyfriend kept doing all these weird things. like the weird names and crap. but it was really fun. i got to relax alot. and i got a really good tan!! and i got alot of new clothes! so its all good

week 3:

for week 3 i went to the mall alot. first i went with julia. and i got clothes and new stuff. then i went with julia and betty and i got more clothes and new stuff. then i went with kristine and i got more clothes and new stuff. then i went with beena and of course i got more clothes and new stuff. then i went with my mommy and she bought me more clothes and new stuff. i got alot of the stuff i wanted. like this hair straightener and the clothes i wanted.

week 4:

yay! im going to virginia beach! another little vacation before i go to school. im going to my cousins wedding. its gonna be a garden wedding i bet its gonna be really pretty. and im gonna get to see my cousins that i havent seen in a while. i heard that they really grew up. and i might be able to go to my cousins beach house for a little while. if my mom and dad have to go back to work i hope i get to go back and stay with them the whole week cause im gettin sick of staying home. i cant wait to see my cousins. heres his xanga. you might think hes pretty weird but...actually he is but hes really cool. betty already met him so anyways heres his xanga. dont tell him i told you

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BACK to the BEACH HOUSE bitches!

hey peoples! sorry i havent written in a long time. ive been really busy. going places and doing stuff. i went to kings dominion on friday with a couple of friends. it was so much fun. when we went on the roller coasters where they take your picture we were making all these stoopid faces. it was so funnny! i had so much fun. and i think im starting to fall for the guy i went with. he was so nice and fun. and he was so sweet and smart. he kept giving me compliments and kept me smiling the WHOLE time. i was so happy. he was so sweet and so much fun! i miss him alot. and the he said hes going to blaire!! omgsh! i have something to look forward to at blaire!! yay im so happy! i cant wait to see him. i like him...not alot though. i just keep thinking about him. and as ironic as it sounds i really dont want to like somebody right now. i have no clue what im doing. i guess im really just lonely. i dont know. i miss him so much  cant wait to see him and hang out with him again. before when we used to hang out everyone would say that he likes me because he would only talk to me lol . and i dont know. i guess....hmm i really do not know at all. but hes sexy! yes! a sexy a guy who likes me! his body is all built. he has the six pack and devil horns. mmm....tasty. lol. i miss him alot... right now im in new jersey... i think. lol for my cousins baptism. hes so cute!! i think im having fun lol. i just keep thinking about that guy...and i dont want to. oh well. i really miss him and i cant wait to see him at blaire.

you know what i just realized i can go like 1 year eating just taco bell and sushi. lol. but i dont want to do that. too many carbs! (right nguyen) lol....ah.....taco bell. they should have like one of those characters for taco bell. like trix has te bunny and mcdonalds has ronald. oh wait they have that dog right? oh yea....but they should have a guy dressed up in a taco to come and play with the little kids lol. i would be all excited if i saw the big taco guy. i would take pictures and get an autograph. lol

 my obsession...

by the way sorry my site has been really weird. ive been changing it a whole lot cause i dont know what to do with it. i dont really have the time anymore. but i gonna try and make time. give me suggestions.

» I don’t want to go to high school. Especially to Blaire. I won’t know anyone there but my sister. And I know she won’t wanna hang out with me. I don’t even know what I’m gonna be doing in Blaire. I don’t know what sports im gonna join. Or what friends I’m gonna make. I don’t know what clique I should join. I don’t know if I should get a boyfriend. And I don’t know if I should be a nobody or become a somebody. There’s so much for me to choose. So much stuff I have to make up. It’s like I’m getting an opportunity to start my whole social life over. But I don’t know what to create it into. I don’t know if I should make it into something special. Where people will appreciate me or if I should just concentrate on my education. I wanna have friends and all, but I’m just scared to make new friends. I don’t want to make new friends. I just want to keep my old ones. What if I make friends with the wrong people? I don’t want to take the wrong path. I mean, high school is a BIG deal. Because one mistake could ruin all my years of high school. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should create a whole new life for myself in high school. `Cause, you know how it is. When you go to a new school or new city or whatever, you get that chance to change who you are. Into something better or something worse. I know I shouldn’t worry but, its something that I know everyone worries about. Going to Blaire is a chance for me to start all over again. There’s a lot I can choose from. I could be with the popular people or I could be with good friends even if it means for nobody to know me. I shouldn’t care but, I just do. I guess whatever I choose should be right, and if I choose wrong I’ll just learn from it right? I hope my years in high school will be fun instead of miserable. Middle school wasn’t really anything to me. It wasn’t fun but it wasn’t horrible. I don’t know what it was. It was just like...something weird. I didn’t really think much of it. In sixth grade I was just playing around. I wasn’t really serious about anything. Then in seventh grade I was more about Huy. Then in eight grade I just played around some more. Lol =]. I guess maybe in a way middle school was fun. I don’t know. I think eight grade was the funnest `cause I got to do more stuff that I didn’t get in trouble for =]. I was sneeky =] I did a lot of stuff and I never really got caught. But me and my friends didn’t really talk that much in eight grade. I don’t know why. It was more fun for us in seventh grade `cause we talked more. I hope high school will be fun for me. I don’t want it to be exactly like seventh and eight grade. I just want to be able to have friends and have fun with them. I hope I make the right decisions and take the right paths. I have to get over the fact that things will change. People say change is for the best. But I don’t really see how it is. Everything that has changed in my life never really turned out to the better side. Maybe this time it will.

Boy: I need someone to talk to someone
Girl: I’m always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What’s wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don’t know. She wont ever like me
Girl: Don’t say that. You’re amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel
Girl: Then tell her
Boy: She wont like me
Girl: How do u know that?
Boy: I can't just tell
Girl: Well just tell her
Boy: What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: What do u mean
Boy: I’m always with her. I love her
Girl: I know how u feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do u like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she wont like me either
Girl: She does
Boy: How do u know..
Girl: Because who wouldn’t like you.
Boy: You
Girl: You’re wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love u too
Girl: So r u going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did. 

i have nothing to say these days, so im just gona let you look at stuff...but dont worry the next entry wont be boring...

lol what the hell is that? =]

you no what i just realized? the trix bunny can NEVER eat his cereal...that sux.